1 - I USED TO BE THE PERSON I ASPIRED TO BE:
I USED TO BE PURE,
AUTHENTHIC, FEARLESS
2 - THERE HAS ALWAYS BEEN 2 SIDES OF ME.
A CONTRADICTION,
A LACK OF COMMUNICATION
3 - I DIDN'T EXPRESS ANY ANGER,
I TRIED TO HIDE
4 - MY SELF-IMAGE CHANGED: I DISAPPOINTED MYSELF.
I WASN'T QUICK ENOUGH TO GET OUT OF THERE SOONER.
I WAS BIGGER THAN USUAL,
I WAS SMALLER EACH DAY.
5 - HOW DID I MANAGE?
IT WAS JUST AN ILLUSION
THAT I WANTED TO BELIEVE IN
NEED FOR SELF EXPRESSION
FEAR OF SELF-EXPRESSION
A DIS-CONNECTION WITH A PART OF ME